We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.
/

  • Streaming + Download

    Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    Purchasable with gift card

      $1 USD  or more

     

  • Buy the Full Digital Album

about

This is the darkest song I have and was written in very tough time of my life, battling drug addiction. It speaks not only to those who can't find the way off of drugs but to those battling the depths of depression as well. I urge you if you are struggling with drugs or depression and feel like there is no way out, PLEASE call someone and get help. If you watch my video for Falling, youtu.be/TvPc7APZ9k8 it shows that drugs are not all fun and games. Not everyone parties recreationally. Some get stuck and can never get out of their addictions. I dedicated this song to one of my best childhood friends. She died of an accidental drug overdose at 32 years old. Not everyone who is falling can catch themselves.

lyrics

How am I supposed to sleep? I can't stop these voices inside me. Morning light is peaking in wondering where I've been. How will I feel tomorrow? Will I regret today? When I wake up in a state of daze what will my body say?

*I'm falling, about to lose control. I spread my arms like wings but somehow, I lose control. I'm falling deep into a dream. The ground is coming close but nothings what it seems.

Living in misery, there is no peace for me. Nothing seems to settle down looking through a tainted crown. Striving to revive me, wish I could be set free. The light is shining down on me and nobody knows... *

I can't tame these endless riddles and rhymes. Sitting here while I'm lost in time. But now I realize this isn't a king. I'm drowning here in my awakening. Falling.....

credits

from Searching For Utopia (6 Song EP), released January 1, 2012
Written and performed by Pamela Jean. Produced by Victor Broden. Bass: Victor Broden, Guitars: Jon Conley, Drums: Wes Little, Keys: John Henry Trinko, B/U Vocals: Amy Davis Bruce, Recorded in River Front Studios with Pat Lassiter

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

Pamela Jean image

Pamela Jean Spokane, Washington

Pamela Jean is a touring Singer/Songwriter & Nashville Recording Artist that originally hails from Minnesota. Calling 6 states 'home' at one point in the past 20 years, Pamela has had some amazing experiences & shares the highs & lows of her life through her music. She also donates 10% of her music proceeds to help women's shelters & inspire others to flee abusive relationships & NEVER look back. ... more

contact / help

Contact Pamela Jean

Streaming and
Download help

Report this track or account

If you like Pamela Jean, you may also like:

Bandcamp Daily  your guide to the world of Bandcamp

On Bandcamp Radio

Featuring interviews with LA music scene pillar Kamasi Washington, and new London-based duo Mrcy.

listen now